I apologize for not posting in a long time. There are several personal issues I have been dealing with, Some I can share, some I wont. I am dealing with some complicated health issues. They are fairly significant for me. I went in to the doctors finally for one issue and in doing so they discovered another health issue. And that is I have a very fast heart rate. They order an EKG for my heart which basically showed what the doctor called just a name "tachychardia". Her suspicion was also possibly angina.So i have been put on medication diltiazem since i refused atenolol. This medication makes me quite fatigued when i take it in the morning.

 Ok with that being said, i have one thing to get off my chest..... For everyone out there, when you have someone around you who is constantly negative, overly critical, and unable to understand their actions and words, and in general a jerk... Sometimes you just have to cut those people out of your life.  For me, I do not wish to live my life listening to someone's constant negativism, and constantly going out of their way to prove they are better. It is fruitless, immature, and in general it will show in their lives how miserable they actually are.  In the end such people can and will pull you down.